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I hope its different by the time you see this...







I usually write my blog post in advance and schedule the time when it gets published. So the mood and feelings when I write it is probably quite different from the time you see this. In my last post, I shared that I just got back from Bali, had an amazing chillax weekend vacation in the Airbnb. My holiday glow is hard to hide even from the photos above...

Who would have know that 1 week later, my whole world has been turned upside down. If only my trip was 2 week later, it will be a good time to runaway and not face any of this. What happened? I don't really know too, it has been a hot mess pretty much the whole of this year. I let things slide, I turned a blind eye to things I should face long time ago, I allow things to happen, bla bla bla. Eventually all leads to the outcome of today. 

So here I am, writing a blog post with my swollen eyes (I've cried for 2 days now) capturing my current mood which hopefully is not what it is by the time you see this. Else, I may have popped a blood vessel in my eye definitely by then.